if i fall, will you catch me?

listening to sad songs. (again)

'excuse me, ive mistaken you for somebody else. somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself'

yes, i feel depressed and morbid. ok, maybe not morbid, but im feeling solo. (is that possible??) but the week has only started. so i guess it shouldnt be that bad.

had a long (when i say long, i mean long!) conversation with a good friend via MSN. and she siad some stuff which woke me up. when people judge, they judge all the way. (well, she dint exactly say this, i can never remember exact words yea!) but the gist of it. and it doesnt help when the ones who dont support you 100%, are supposedly your true friends. which made me think. my own personal life. who are my true friends? all that BFF phrases? maybe the whole idea of 'no man is an island' is crap. and we can be 'an island?' or have little islands? i dont know anymore. it just made sense you know. that sometimes, you cant depend on friends. cos ultimately, they will let you down. and the only person to totally believe in is yourself.

and now i'll break that doldrum bubble by posting pictures of my wickedly fun weekend. whee (who am i kidding right?)

GIN ROOM

Yin's other half, Shaun (whose birthday was also celebrated that night), Prev and me. (see my facebook for more pictures. hahahahaha.. i cant believe i said that.. hahaha)

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CROW BAR

they all got the same haircut. (very chic)

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ASTA & WATERFRONT MARINA

usuals @ ASTA

the head honcho and i. (and she wasnt even tipsy yet.. tsk tsk)

its time for bed. cos dawn is breaking..